yeah, I was going to post sometime. multiple times. but i was just never bothered. hm, so whats happened in the last month or so?
1. My birthday. my mum forgot it was my birthday. I still haven't got my birthday present. fuck her.
2. My uncle died.
3. Funeral. it was pretty sad but hey, life goes on.
4. I've become depressively depressed.
5. I feel like somethings missing, but i don't know what it is. something isn't right nnd it's really annoying.
6. I hate seeing people happy. i'm really sick of it atm.
7. i just wanna kill the world off and get away from everything
8. I'm sick of it all.
9. i am extraordinarily sleep deprived
10. Assignment week is this week and next week. fuck me dead.
11. all of the hot celebs are gay. FUCK. ME.
12. i'm failing all of my subjects
13. im in the process of choosing subjects for next year. next year i'm in my second last year of school. FUCK thats freaky. I want to choose Ancient history, Studies of religion, General Math, Advanced English, Entertainment, Visual art. and maybe a science course but i have enough units already.
14. my favourite song is Bliss by Muse. it's fkn awesome
15. I've kinda lost hope in life. i just wanna kinda maybe sorta dig a hole and hide away for a decade
16. I just don't see the point anymore. i cbf being all positive and what not, it's too much effort for something that's so unnecessary.
17. WEBCAM :D
18. youtube: http://www.youtube.com/theadventuresofmary
19. you know what? i'm really over it all. I think instead of blogging like this i'll use youtube as a diary. it'll be my personal diary. yeah.